there’s this thing in this world called, love language and it indicates the physical touch, the quality time, the gift giving, the affirmations and the acts of service and every time when the atmosphere talks about these i would always spill the beans that among these things my type of language isn’t one of them and the type of thing that i want to receive is not also included with the things mentioned, I never even mention to other people about this kind of table to talk about, Apparently it is too deep to ponder, the kind of thing that i want to receive and to give. is it really hard to find or it’s just, there’s a right time for that?
“TO BE KNOWN” as i watch this series, it states about the life of childhood besties for decade, who were born together, with the same day, same name of their mother, same location, same circle of friends. the thought of being together and be each other shoulder, in a cliche manner, through thick and thin.
as how i’ve been contemplating things, it made me ponder deeply, it is really a kind of treasure and relief to have someone who knows everything about you, even with the idea of knowing you more than you know yourself.
being aware whenever the blue feeling is there
being aware of the places you admire to go
being aware of the things you didn’t realize, you’re fond of
being aware of what is inside you, despite of trying to hide it.
in reality, there’s no such things like this, nevertheless i am still hoping that i would be able to experience this, doing things without asking, but do it as soon as they find out you need it, because they know you enough. Someone whom you lean no even without asking, someone who knows you more than anyone.
BECAUSE TO BE KNOWN IS TO BE LOVED.
the urge of not asking for something but is there already.
the urge of keeping everything to work out in solitude, but would insist to help.
the urge of autonomy with things, but will lend you a shoulder to rely on.
will lend an ear to make you feel you are heard and validated
will lend a feet to be with you, in spite of not asking for it.
will lend a hand to hold you when you can’t resist the heaviness
will lend the hand to pat you, when things are getting blur
it is kind of struggle to contemplate deeply, to take things deeply due to the fact that not all individual can see the inside translation of emotions in every people they know.
not all people can see the words inside us
the dictionary-like emotions that confer a lot of statement to construct.
the core-like emotions. not a hidden thing, but undiscovered.
the difference between the two is, the hidden thing is keeping to hide it as much as you can. while the undiscovered involves congruence, that it is chosen to express with the people who can comprehend of how does it feels like, what does it feels like.
to ponder
to meet congruence
to meet growth
to know yourself more. to know the nature of every individual.
TO BE KNOWN IS TO BE LOVED
TO BE LOVED DEEPLY.
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