…..
can still hear the sounds of words through your phone
can still remember the way you said the lyrics of our favorite song
can still reminisce the way you hold my hand to place into your shoulders
can still recall the warmth when our chest touch and held each other’s unexpressed heaviness.
still know the name of your dog
the piece of the unwritten story inside my head
the mark of the wounds that once took me dead
apparently, the pain is invincible
the pain is not visible
it left me a mark inside
nevertheless, there’s no such wounds shown
is it still there or i just let it stays there?
the reminiscence of the cinema in my head is my favorite pain
but in your head, you were never there.
because, i was the only one who chose to stay.
you never left from the first place
because i was the only who stay, and i am your exigency.
shesshy 