if only a wind could remove the dust inside my mind (you)
if only the record inside my head can be erased.
if only the pain has no good remarks (rationalization)
if only the stage of aches offers a warning
if only grief are just words.
if only things never happened.
nonetheless, ‘of onlys’ is kind of bittersweet
bitter taste, as bad deeds and bad instance occured
sweet, as scenarios molded the old you
maybe life is meant to be bittersweet
maybe things supposed to tell you..,
“in spite of everything, you did well”
shesshy 