i still write things about you
i still linger the ache you’ve caused
i still find it beautiful despite of the disaster i’ve been
i still confer meaning to it, in spite of the sting i used to feel.
i still see it deep in consequent to the zone i don’t want to be in.
and it proffered a ponder of “why do i have to see things across the eye?”
(his eyes never met mine)
