there’s this line called cornelia street by taylor swift with the line,
“hope id never lose you, hope it never ends, i never walk on cornelia street again”
it’s rhythm is kind of vibe, but the statement says it all. probably its kind of the odd feeling between being stuck and being willing not to hold any link anymore.
its kind of odd feeling to feel guilt before you insist yourself to let go of everything. Everything regarding your memories together, Reminiscence that you made together. but there’s this question that suddenly came out “if you feel guilty after longing and aches, “did he ever consider the same thing?”
“saying screams your name”
the thing in my head would deny, the fond on my chest and how it hurts by hearing “his name”.
the ache i feel
The passionate excitement to see my preferred view.
the face i wished to see endlessly,
but then suddenly remembered it was all in my mind since your foot walked away, the way your heart doesn’t want to continue what we had.
but then the startled feeling answered “does that ‘had’ really happened? or you just made the idea of it?
shesshy 